The Hurt

We used to do everything together. We used to be inseparable.

The turning point of this relationship started when you couldn't understand my work nature. I was pursuing my dreams. You were still schooling. Complaining is human nature, even if it is something you love. But you didn't want to hear more.

You started dating, I couldn't find the right one to settle with. The boys weren't right, and its seemed like I was in one relationship after another while you went on to marriage.

You started working. You complained that work is a chore. I couldn't agree more, but I was doing something I have passion in, and by then, you are no longer the person I seek for when i needed a listening ear.

You claimed that marriage was boring, I didn't want to comment. You had chosen to get in to one at an early age.

I found the right man in my life, after a long time. I was happy, but I had 2nd thoughts about sharing this happiness with you. We met up, and you asked. You didn't want to hear more as it was a virtual relationship. You didn't believe, you think I was living in fantasy, and you didn't give your blessings.

You treated me for dinner. As usual, I try not to speak at all when I dun need to. I passed you the wine for maternity and hope I can make it to the hospital when the child is born. You claimed that I wasn't there the last time, so this time round I dun need to take time out. I couldn't explain I had to work then. What's the need of doing so after such words were put across to me? You even said that you hope that I wouldn't call you to the hospital when I'm about to give birth next time. For your information, I won't. We won't be in the same country anyway.

I told you my plans about settling with my boyfriend, out of courtesy. The one that had started from virtual. You told me that I can approach you when I need to settle my wedding stuff in Singapore. But why will I come to you now? For God's sake, I own an events company...

We have already moved on years ago. We believe in different things now, and our interests are heaven and earth apart.

You sent me a message, wishing me Happy Birthday. In the message you claimed that you have many things to tell me, that many things had happened. You haven't been listening for years, why do you need me now to listen to you now?

You said you felt that I hadn't heeled your advises in the past. For you information, those advises were telling me to give up my dreams, and settle for someone whom you thought I should. I had only wished for an avenue to blurt my frustrations, just like how most females deal their problems. Not someone telling me that I have been doing something wrong my life, someone who puts me down.

The message that you sent me gives me a lot of mixed feelings. But mostly, I feel hurt. I don't really know how to reply. But to sound polite, I thank you for taking the time to text me the message. But I'm turly sorry, it is impossible that we will ever be close again.