What Lies Ahead
The thinking and plannings are in process. But what will happen there and then no one knows.
There are so many things to consider, saving up, work, house, timing, everything.
Marriage is such an alien thing to me. What I've seen from family and friends will not happen to me. No one can really help or advise me on it.
List:
Work and save money so that I can got there and not need to work for at least 3 months
Make friends
Work and save money for application of potential spouse
Find out what is in demand
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
Find out what I like in the demand- am I skilled in any of that area
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
Find out what courses are available in Tafe that I like and which is in demand
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
ROM
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
I worry too much.
I grew up as a true Singaporean, where life is stressful and demanding, work is competitive and important and hectic, friends around are of the same frequency, food is easily accessible.
Over there will be a brand new life. Its as good as starting brand new, with no knowledge of what so ever.
Tania will be there. But Tania is studying. She can't babysit me all the time whenever I need a galfriend.
The skills that I've learnt all becomes useless all of a sudden. All that years of hardship will soon be kept in a locked treasure box. I have to pick up something new. So what is that some thing new? Events company seems like the best option. But he will be unhappy if its gonna be hectic. What can I do to keep the artiste in me, and yet make him happy? Been self-employed for so many years, can I even learn how to work for this alien thing call "The Boss."
Maybe I can be a busker, a graphic designer, a makeup artiste cum stylist, be happy and be who I am. Still in touch with the artiste side of me, weird and eccentric.
Maybe I can work in fast food restaurant, factory, retail outlet, stable income and become plain Jane. Take the wages and grow old.
I will come face to face with the culture difference very soon. It will be the biggest challenge that I will ever face. I'm scared. I'm horrified. And now I am scaring myself even more.
But I choose to leave. To give up the life that I've known, to be with The One. I need a lot of supports. Most of them are positive. Judy told me that when I get there, I will be happy. Happy just because I'm there with Him. By then, I will not worry so much like what I am doing now.
There are so many things to consider, saving up, work, house, timing, everything.
Marriage is such an alien thing to me. What I've seen from family and friends will not happen to me. No one can really help or advise me on it.
List:
Work and save money so that I can got there and not need to work for at least 3 months
Make friends
Work and save money for application of potential spouse
Find out what is in demand
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
Find out what I like in the demand- am I skilled in any of that area
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
Find out what courses are available in Tafe that I like and which is in demand
Make friends
Work and save money for ROM
ROM
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
Make friends
Work and save money for house and wedding
I worry too much.
I grew up as a true Singaporean, where life is stressful and demanding, work is competitive and important and hectic, friends around are of the same frequency, food is easily accessible.
Over there will be a brand new life. Its as good as starting brand new, with no knowledge of what so ever.
Tania will be there. But Tania is studying. She can't babysit me all the time whenever I need a galfriend.
The skills that I've learnt all becomes useless all of a sudden. All that years of hardship will soon be kept in a locked treasure box. I have to pick up something new. So what is that some thing new? Events company seems like the best option. But he will be unhappy if its gonna be hectic. What can I do to keep the artiste in me, and yet make him happy? Been self-employed for so many years, can I even learn how to work for this alien thing call "The Boss."
Maybe I can be a busker, a graphic designer, a makeup artiste cum stylist, be happy and be who I am. Still in touch with the artiste side of me, weird and eccentric.
Maybe I can work in fast food restaurant, factory, retail outlet, stable income and become plain Jane. Take the wages and grow old.
I will come face to face with the culture difference very soon. It will be the biggest challenge that I will ever face. I'm scared. I'm horrified. And now I am scaring myself even more.
But I choose to leave. To give up the life that I've known, to be with The One. I need a lot of supports. Most of them are positive. Judy told me that when I get there, I will be happy. Happy just because I'm there with Him. By then, I will not worry so much like what I am doing now.
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