Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Random

Many things to do while the mind is in a state of blank.

These few days I've been going thru routines without purpose. There are many agendas which I have to attend to, but everything is in a half complete stage. I could not put my mind in to concentrating fully on all these tasks.

As the mind becomes unfocused, I will take time off to surf the net, read up stuffs that interest me. These days, I realised that I have been surffing too much, neglecting my work. But my mind is really hungry for the knowledge that I lack. I have found out that I have been too ignorant about what is happening to the world outside my home. And everyday I look forward to learn more things. There are times when I sensed that they were pure friction, and other times I have questions running through my head. As much as I will like to find out the answers, I do not know how I can approach asking for one, without sounding rude, or inappropriate. So whenever I have this dilemma, I decide that I should just keep quiet.

Okay, back to stoning again. Wonder how long i will be in this state.

7 comments:

none said...

Having lots of questions and curiosity is healthy. I'm sure all
us blogger friends would like to help. Don't worry about being rude
I have a feeling you worry too much about that.

M said...

Off topic completely, but in response to a comment you left on hammer's blog. Death penalty for drug pushers?!?!? Shit, If the crack dont kill ya, the government will. I think although that is probibly an effective tactic (Being scared as hell is a good reason not to sell drugs). I think its definetly a bit Mediveal (is that have you spell it?) and in some ways barbaric.

Unknown said...

i call this Spaced-Out. but sometimes its quite calming not to think so much... hehehhe.

i love the internet too.

Anonymous said...

Hammer->>
yeah, that's me. a super worrier about almost everything. >.<" will still try to think how to put my questions in a proper phrase before asking though. ^.^ but really thanks for being so sweet for offering.

Mr.X->>
LOL!
This blog is exactly an example of how my mind functions. the title suits it well, cos whatever that is in my mind does not seem to flow nicely, like a piece of story. it jumps around randomly, and i have no power against it when it doesnt obey my instrustion to stay focus. it is like an entity of its own.

I do agree that this may be a bit harsh. But in some ways, i can see the reason why. but as long as no one does it here, then there wont be any death penalty, and the country will be almost be free from drug-abuse.

Shirley->>
i will wish to be able to spaced-out COMPLETELY. can u imagine feeling stoned and yet the mind is thinking none stop?!?! An agony..

But hey, i really hope that u are feeling better. miss u gal

Kirsten N. Namskau said...

Ask any question, fried...It will always be someone who knows the answer.
How is it at your side of the globe right now, after the last tsunami??
I hope you are safe

Anonymous said...

theoretically, it takes a tsunami from the side of the china sea to hit us here... but anything's possible in this world ya know... so for now, we are still sort of safe... :D

i guess we still have our barbaric instinct in us... look around, i don't think we are that civilised to begin wif anyway... hehe... :p

my dear sis, u are most welcome to post/ask anything in your blog, cos it is... your blog... haha... u got so many readers from so many different parts of the world, sure can find answer one~~ xD

muz take care wor. ;)

--kf

Unknown said...

QUOTE>> "i will wish to be able to spaced-out COMPLETELY. can u imagine feeling stoned and yet the mind is thinking none stop?!?!

you are so poor thing la! have a glass of warm milk and sleep dear!