Lost

4 months had just past by in a flash. 4 months of hard work from all the cast and crew of the productions. Now that it is over, most of us are at a lost.

I got so bored of doing nothing. Imagine all the energy that is not used up at the end of the day. I almost went nuts. Now, days just past by like a daze. By the 5th day that Shanghai Blues is over, I had already gotten myself drunk for 3 nights.

I will be heading to Aussie for 3 months soon. Again, the little voices in me are talking. It always happens during this period of time. The worries, the concerns. Some days I'm so sure about it. Some days, I fear.

How is marriage life gonna be? Will the changes be so great that it will throw me off completely. Am I ready to embrace this new life?

I wonder why I get so bothered about it. Is it really that scary?