Choices

Recently, i keep thinking wat role do i have to play in my company. do i have to start becoming a bitch, the meany boss in the company? i love the 'family' factor in my company, but it seems as if nothing is moving. i have to do somethg abt it. but wat? im tramatised in both ways. i dun wanna be the meany, yet i know that being too nice a boss, nothg is really moving. if u were in my shoes, wat will u do?

then it makes me think whether i should choose between happiness or reponsibilty. as a stupid virgo, i will definately choose responsibilty on top of other thgs, forsaking happiness. its getting tiring though. how responsible can one be till it exhuast one's energy that he/she needs to give up?

i have many options to choose from. paths that have their doors opened, waiting for me to walk in to it. which should i choose? again i face the same situation between the choices tat i have.

being a person trying not to ever regret her choice is hard. i have think it thru and thru. sometimes, after taking too much time to think, i miss the opportunities. women are creatures of emotion. yet being where i m now, i have to try using more of my head to feel rather than my heart to feel. is it doing me gd at all?